I was riding in a car in the passenger seat. The driver was a woman I sort of know; she’s the daughter of a friend I’ve lost track of. Mid-twenties. Sometimes it feels like there’s an attraction between us. In the dream, that was definitely happening. Anyway, it was night time and I was riding in the car with her. Muscle-car kind of car. I think it was hers. There was some kind of military action going on, because there was lots of air force planes flying. They were gray. I remember specifically seeing an SR-71 blackbird, but it was gray two. Something about how the planes flew was different; the wings moved almost like birds.
Definitely at one point we had a spin out and got thrown from the car. No big deal, nobody hurt. One of the seats from the car got thrown out too, so I picked it up and carried it back, chiding myself afterward for only being nice/helpful because I was attracted to her. At times there was lots of traffic. At one point we were even stopped behind a long line because there were alien ships above us. There was a point when we turned down a side road to try and go around and got stopped to wait (I don’t remember the reason) and the brush slowly crept out until there was a wall of it blocking the road.
There’s more stuff that is embarrassing to write. As time went on and she wasn’t responding to my advances, like towards the end of the dream I started to take out my penis (I had a shirt on but no pants, just boxer shorts). Not sure at all why or what that was about, but it is REALLY embarrassing to write about, even here in this space for just myself.
I’m big on dream interpretation, but I’m at a loss for what all this means. I’m going to look up some symbol interpretations:
- Gray - indicates fear, fright, depression, ill health, ambivalence and confusion. You may feel emotionally distant isolated, or detached. Alternatively, the color gray symbolizes your individualism.
- Car Accident - to dream of a car accident symbolizes your emotional state. You may be harboring deep anxieties and fears. Are you "driving" yourself too hard?
- Car - to dream that you are driving a car denotes your ambition, your drive and your ability to navigate from one stage of your life to another. Consider how smooth or rough the car ride is. If you are driving the car, then you are taking an active role in the way your life is going. However, if you are the passenger, then you are taking a passive role.
- Night - to have a dream that takes place at night represents some major setbacks and obstacles in achieving your goals. You are being faced with an issue that is not so clear cut. Perhaps, you should put the issues aside so you can clear your head and come back to it later. Alternatively, night may be synonymous with death, rebirth, reflection, and new beginnings.
- War - to dream of a war signifies disorder and chaos in your waking life. You are experiencing some internal conflict or emotional struggle which is tearing you up inside. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are either being overly aggressive or that you are not being assertive enough. Perhaps you need to be prepared to put up a fight in some area of your life.
- Spaceship - to see a spaceship in your dream symbolizes your creative mind. It denotes a spiritual journey into the unknown and signals self-development and self-awareness.
- UFO - to see a UFO in your dream signifies your desires to find your spiritual purpose in life. Alternatively, it indicates that you are feeling alienated from those around you.
- Aliens ((I never really saw any aliens, and the dream was really about this, but…) - to dream that you are an alien symbolizes the undiscovered part of yourself. Your manifestation as an alien may be your way of "escaping" from reality. Dreams of this nature also symbolize your outlandish ideas and your wild imagination. To dream that you are being invaded or abducted by aliens indicates your fear of your changing surroundings or your fear of losing your home and family. You feel that your space and/or privacy is being invaded. To see aliens in your dream signify that you are having difficulties adapting and adjusting to your new surroundings. You are feeling "alienated" and disconnected. You may also be having difficulties with how to handle or deal with a certain situation or person. On a psychological level, seeing aliens represent an encounter with an unfamiliar or neglected aspect of your own self.
I’m not sure I’m fully awake enough to put this together. I may need to come back to it later. I’m also really emotional today. Woke up angry, felt sharp pangs of depression on the way in to work. I’ll close here and write another entry to cover all that.
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